“Once or twice in a lifetime, a man or woman may choose a radical
leaving, having heard Lech L’cha – Go Forth. God disturbs us toward our
destiny by hard events and by freedom’s now urgent voice which explode and
confirm who we are. We don’t like leaving but God loves becoming. Blessed are
You, HaShem our God, who chooses Your people Israel in love.” (Mishkan
Tefillah, Shabbat Morning service)
Avivah Gotlieb Zornberg, in her book
The Beginnings of Desire, presents to us a tension of Parashat Lech
L’cha. Abraham is sent forth from his home, the land of his father, to a place
he will not know until the “light falls on it with a difference”, that is, when
God shows him that this is the right place. Zornberg points out that to go on a
journey without a clear destination is madness, and Abraham must be a madman to
embark on it. However, she also shows us that this madness is necessary, a new
step in creation toward life as we know it. Playing with the same root letters
that make up the very different root words for “tear” and “barrenness” (k’riah
and akirah), she suggests a total rootlessness for Abraham and Sarah – or Abram
and Sarai as they are at that point. They have no children, nothing giving them
root and causing them to stay in one place, nothing extending their family
tree, so they are able to tear themselves away from what they have known. In
this journey where they are torn and rootless, they finally stop on the
Promised Land, the first time it is promised; they are promised blessings and
descendents, roots and branches for their family tree. In doing so, they are
able, as Zornberg puts it, to “create entirely new paradigms of reality.”
It is a paradigm we still live
within today. Most people do not just leave their parents’ homes when it is
time to cleave to their spouses. They leave when they feel the need to discover
something new, to find or reinvent themselves. Whether the call comes directly
from God or from the urging of a good friend or from within, we have come to
realize that our own betterment, “enlargement”, real understanding of the world
comes from destabilization and re-stabilization. This idea is not unlike
Zornberg’s reading of Genesis. Adam and Eve were exiled as punishment, Abraham
was sent away from his home in search of blessings, both were hardships, and
both created new ways of living, life as we know us, a richer, fuller life of
meaning. In Abraham’s new paradigm, we must simply create that new life of
meaning for ourselves.
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